I wanted to apologize

I wanted to apologize for if my behavior ever affected anyone in the past. I was a bad person, definitely. Blinded by emotions. I've never been happy with myself which caused.. damage on others. I am sorry to anyone who has been hurt by me. I'm giving it my all to try and be better and i'm trying to just be a little more distant for this reason. I can't fix my past mistakes but all I can do is give it my apologies. I can't change the past. I can't change my outbursts. However, I am sorry and I hope that all may live to feel better. I was too focused on me to also focus on others. I will do my best to be a better person but I can't do that alone. You can't change if you're not allowed to change and people aren't willing to help you change, right?