My life experinces and how they shaped me

Birth: Lets see being born around the early 19's wasn't easy espically for me, I had austism form day one and I was trouble even though I couldn't help it life even though same say I had it reallly easy although i would aruge that having an dresser plus an tv fall on your lift temple isn't fun and games but i did discover one thing gravity exist and b i am not supperman, but after my grandfather died and i went with my dad i learned quickly that A) the world is curel and B) the world truly doesn't understand; I'll explain why that way i won't seem edgy. Here's why look this is like that the Early 19's-2000's, Ausitism wasn't even looked at times and when people get an case of ADHD or OCD,they tend to drug the shit out of you hopping you'll act like your suppose to act and ontop of that teachers could spank you if you missbeaved, and my dad was the same way i ether get the belt or worse, before you say abuse he truly didn't know any better, but the doctors they had austism in an freaking text book so you tell me who's at fault. when i was finally given the dignoses for austism i was about ten and by then i was living with an horrible step mother from west virginia and i'll tell you what she did was freaking abusive <_< and i still have nightmares about it to this day. however my dad did get wise and take me off the medications and now i am perfectally fine even though the schools and docs did threaten to come after him, which turns out it was the smartest thing my father ever did for me. (I am not going to touch on high school because bad mimory.) how did these experinces shape me. I am hard as an freaken rock and tough,i mean i had to be or i wouldn't have survived :/