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by on October 11, 2018
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Like a blank answer sheet, sitting unanswered, unused
the feelings inside emptied, misdirected, confused
poured out, they are dripping now, but in the literal sense;
the crimson flow, it beads from each empty line, creating an intense
silent cry, yet perfectly representing the scream inside
that will never come out, for there are no ears in which to confide
ears that will listen, that will hear, and not judge or ridicule;
instead, a single pair of ears hears a miniscule
whimper, as the hand that makes each line, trembling with grief and rage
believing no one will ever know, the reasons an edge scrawls this fresh page
the salty smell of despair mingles with rusty reddened tones
as the aroma crescendos to a crux, it serves to remind just how alone
the hand that makes each mark thinks they are
each line a newly laid section of railroad too far
their heart as weary as traveled feet, yet their stripes beneath long sleeves are hid
believing no one cares what they’ve been through, and believing they will never be rid
of this pain; yet day by day, their flesh will burn as they hide their shame
from judging eyes, from errant lips, from ones who will quickly apportion blame
will there ever be a day the sheet is gone; arms no more the fear of teary eyes
the feelings inside flown away, set free like newborn butterflies…