Back in the game?

Dear princess celestia, I have been out of the game of finding a special somepony for a while now to realize that it's getting lonely for me. I want to look for another mare who may end up being my special somepony, but I'm afraid of being rejected. Idk what it is about me that other ponies don't like. Sure I may be hard to get along with sometimes being depressed and sad on occasion, but I can't really control it. I try, but I fail sometimes. I just want a mare to understand me and maybe want to be my special somepony... so I think I'll try again. I'm bound to find a special somepony sometime soon. Sincerely, Spartan