Not excited for Hearthswarming

Dear Princess Celestia, I know I should be excited for Hearthswarming and everything, but this year, I'm just not feeling it. I'm finding myself extremely cranky with people. Even more than cranky doodle when pinkie drives him insane. It's not that I want to be a scrooge this year, I don't, but I just can't get myself in the holiday spirit because of stuff going on my life, that is making me upset and unhappy, not to mention all the extra anxieties on top of my anxiety I've had for a very long time. I'm just so fed up with my life right now that Hearthswarming is the last thing on my mind... I just need a little cheer this year. -Spartan Sword