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on November 20, 2018
Dear whoever,
I don't know whether you will care or not, and I don't expect anyone to, but I have a lot of issues. I'm not very social, even though I try. Most of the time I tend to annoy those around me. And because of that, ...I'm afraid that eventually everyone I know is going to be so annoyed with me they won't want to be my friends anymore.
I don't really like to be abandoned and forgotten. My mom left when I was 5 and didn't come back until I was 22. And because she left, I've always had this fear and anxiety about being abandoned by those i care about and love... the anxieties I have about it is so bad, I'm lucky if I can get any sleep whstsoever.
I know I can be difficult to get along with, but I do try to not be annoying and an ass.
I hope you can understand and bear with me as I go through these anxieties.
-Spartan
Topics:
anxiety, biggest fears
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Life is a journey, not a sprint. It's still early on in your life and you know your flaws. With the help from yourself, friends and professionals, you'll be able to get through these shortcomings.
Heck, just knowing and acknowledging that you have these issues is a huge step forward. Just try to t... View More
I try to take it one day at a time. It's just somedays it's hard.