Friendship Letters
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on August 10, 2024
Imma just keep it short...I'm tired...I'm exhausted really. I don't see a reason to live on. There's no point anymore. They always say things get better, but shit just gets worse.
I attempted suicide already for the first time in years...and I haven't been able to shake it since....Ever since I felt as if I don't belong here. Like I should be alive. Really, I'm just too tired of this world.
I'm tired of the injustice. I'm tired of the betrayal. I'm tired of the evil. I'm tired of the lack of understanding. I'm tired of fake friendships. I'm tired of the myth of love. I'm tired of barely being able to afford to simply live. I'm tired of struggling. I'm tired of being complacent. I'm tired of being lied to. I'm tired of being hindered at every chance and being told to "figure it out". I'm just...tired of everything........
I don't see a reason to continue on. Nothing brings much joy anymore. Role-playing, gaming, drawing, music, nothing....I've lost all joy in anything I enjoyed...barely have much motivation anymore.....At this point, the only crutch I have is smoking....and that's just so I don't go insane and crash out on everyone around me...nothing else works. And though I work hard to try and make it..nothing I do is enough. In fact, it's all meaningless......At this point, everything thing I do...is without purpose.
....I don't know what this is supposed to be. I just needed to get this off my chest...I'm not sure I'll ever be back on this site anyway..
It was fun while it lasted I guess...I'm just done.
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You still have someone to help you, Obsilion. Someone to guide you through the darkness. I wouldn't give up, not by a long shot. Though if this is farewell, I'm glad with the interactions we had together. And I wouldn't trade it for anything more.
We will be here if you come back.
I feel the pang of empathy. Please, consider contacting a help line in your area if you start to want to attempt again. It really helps to share your feelings. I hope you get some rest at least or meditate.
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//Nothing ever gets better. Indeed, the longer you live, the deeper you fall into the abyss. Do as you wish, I don't even know you. It's up to each person to keep themselves alive. However, remember your actions have everlasting consequences, not only for you, but those around you.
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