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Blitz Fire (DEAD ACCOUNT)
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Born on June 29, 1993
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Leaving the internet for good. Not like anyone bothered much with me when I was around. To this date, nobody has friended me let alone messaged, or at the very least; check in on me other than when I vent. Just for anyone to go right back to treating me like I dont fucking exist. So yea, thanks for the last 4 years of feeling like an unwanted pos.
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Leaving the site and most likely the internet in general. I doubt I'll be back nor do I know where I'd be in the next few months let alone years.
But who knows, maybe one day I'll pop back in. Guess ... View More
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Debating on just leaving the internet for good, no point in trying anymore. Only been trying since 2012 and get absolutely nowhere but increasingly more miserable and alone.
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Anything in general from trying to make/keep new friends to trying to do better myself. Impossible to really find the motivation or will for anything anymore. And it doesn't help at all when interactions for me is like mental gymnastics while walking through an emotional minefield
I see.. That's rough indeed! Well, maybe you don't have to leave the internet permanently, but perhaps a break from the internet is in order! To spend some time for yourself. Do you have anything outside of the internet that you like to do? Any hobbies? Friends?
Haven't had any friends since 2020 where the only one I had left blocked me across the internet. And as for my hobbies, I've completely lost interest in them.
I'm sorry to hear that! It definitively sounds like you need to focus on yourself and your mental health and the internet definitively isn't always the best place for that.. Like i said, you don't necessarily need to leave the internet for good, but, to me, it does sound like maybe you're spending a... View More
If you're in a crusade to become famous or anything like that, you'll get nowhere and you'll only be miserable.
Just have fun and enjoy yourself.
Yeah irl friends are better anyways because you can actually interact with them physically,please do enjoy the rest of your life irl plus dealing with online and irl is pretty stressful so might as well
If I could, I would just sleep the rest of my life away...
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I hate to inform everyone but I'm debating on killing off my OC Blitz Fire. The character just keeps bringing back painful memories of a friendship that ended so badly, it broke me.
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It really depends on how much you have invested into your OC. If you feel like you put a lot but the thought is too much to bear, then do what you think is right.
I've debated myself to kill off my own guy several times and start anew. But the more I thought about it, I come to realize that I've built up my entire life and series around my main guy. He's basically my eyes and ears into the gateway for my series. Plus, he's kinda like me. Goofy, whacky, minus ... View More
I get you. Holding onto something you love that is deeply tied to something awful is draining. I should kill Petricor off, but alas, I really like my OC. I barely get on and reply with him nowadays. Every time I do a void fills up my heart. Grief. But I don't have the balls to destroy him.
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Cant sleep... need to play more Armored Core 6. Beaten chapter 3 and so far I'm liking the game. It felt like a good comeback after being left dormant for years.
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Welp, in 9 more days, 30 years of my life will pass... *sarcastically* can't wait for what another 30 years hold for me.
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