Topic: biggest fears

Dear whoever, I don't know whether you will care or not, and I don't expect anyone to, but I have a lot of issues. I'm not very social, even though I try. Most of the time I tend to annoy those around me. And because of that, ...I'm afraid that eventually everyone I know is going to be so annoyed with me they won't want to be my friends anymore. I don't really like to be abandoned and forgotten. My mom left when I was 5 and didn't come back until I was 22. And because she left, I've always ha...