i was considering drawing and RPing as an older version of varnish
i remember making what she'd look like some months back in my old style, but i have new ideas for how she'd look
i imagine she'd b... View More
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Ramirez
Park ranger🗣🗣🗣
That, or a mercenary
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4 hours ago
How the Shadow Is Clear (Remastered)
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How the Shadow Is Clear (Remastered) · Oidopuaa Vladimir Oiun
Divine Music from Jail
℗ Ebalunga!!!
Released on: 1999-03-04
Artist: Oidopuaa Vladimi
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//thinking of changing the OC i use here i don't vibe with lily anymore
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// I'm so tired of the constant nightmares my duders. T-T
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// I've had them since I was young and I'm like, 99% sure they're from trauma and anxiety. I'm actually in the healthiest environment I've ever been in, so part of me wonders if the reason why they feel more intense now is because I feel like I'm in a safe enough environment to process the topics th... View More
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12 hours ago
emotional sensitivity does usually increase a lot when you're in a more stable place unfortunately :c brain goes out of fight/flight/freeze/fawn mode and has to figure out how to exist outside of survival mode,, but it can't do that w/o unpacking all the stuff it was squishing into a li'l repression... View More
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11 hours ago
// Yeah, I have a lifetime of trauma to unpack so it doesn't surprise me that they've been bubbling up more and have been more intense, it just sucks is all. ;;
I've been trying to keep mental notes of potential stressors, but I'll definitely keep an eye out for anything in my localized environment ... View More
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4 hours ago
Is it okay if I ask what these nightmares were about, if you remember them?
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10 hours ago
// I don't want to get into too much detail about them as they're very upsetting and even triggering to me, but they're unfortunately usually very violent and gory, with either myself or someone I care about (including my pets) being brutally murdered or dying. :C
// I'm okay now; I talked about it with my partner and that helped a lot. But thank you for the offer regardless, that was a very kind gesture.
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4 hours ago
Looks like I'll have a bit more free time for a month or two! Anyone up for a little bit of shenanigans?
i resisted the restless leg twitch for a few seconds and the resulting force has ripped apart reality
my bad
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