Earth pony/Requian
Obsilion and others
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Lives in Ponyville,
Equestria.
Born on February 20, 2002
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Not dead. Not gone. Just struggling with life rn ^^
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Dr. Norman Reiner
Heard that pal.
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December 12, 2024
Imma just keep it short...I'm tired...I'm exhausted really. I don't see a reason to live on. There's no point anymore. They always say things get better, but shit just gets worse.
I attempted suicide already for the first time in years...and I haven't been able to shake it since....Ever since I felt as if I don't belong here. Like I should be alive. Really, I'm just too tired of this world.Â
I'm tired of the injustice. I'm tired of the betrayal. I'm tired of the evil. I'm tired of the lack of understanding. I'm tired of fake friendships. I'm tired of the myth of love. I'm tired of barely being able to afford to simply live. I'm tired of struggling. I'm tired of being complacent. I'm tired of being lied to. I'm tired of being hindered at every chance and being told to "figure it out". I'm just...tired of everything........
I don't see a reason to continue on. Nothing brings much joy anymore. Role-playing, gaming, drawing, music, nothing....I've lost all joy in anything I enjoyed...barely have much motivation anymore.....At this point, the only crutch I have is smoking....and that's just so I don't go insane and crash out on everyone around me...nothing else works. And though I work hard to try and make it..nothing I do is enough. In fact, it's all meaningless......At this point, everything thing I do...is without purpose.
....I don't know what this is supposed to be. I just needed to get this off my chest...I'm not sure I'll ever be back on this site anyway..
It was fun while it lasted I guess...I'm just done.
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You still have someone to help you, Obsilion. Someone to guide you through the darkness. I wouldn't give up, not by a long shot. Though if this is farewell, I'm glad with the interactions we had together. And I wouldn't trade it for anything more.
We will be here if you come back.
I feel the pang of empathy. Please, consider contacting a help line in your area if you start to want to attempt again. It really helps to share your feelings. I hope you get some rest at least or meditate.
My message box is open if there's anything that you need... View More
//Nothing ever gets better. Indeed, the longer you live, the deeper you fall into the abyss. Do as you wish, I don't even know you. It's up to each person to keep themselves alive. However, remember your actions have everlasting consequences, not only for you, but those around you.
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August 11, 2024
How is everyone today?
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Hot. I'm doing a 9-2 shift and the Louisiana Heat is living up to its name. :/
Somebody just messaged me telling me about how they've been blocked out of nowhere by people they're rping with, and I say everything I can to try to comfort them and then they turn my words around to mean that I'm condemning them and then he blocked me.
Like. Seriously?
I hope he gets better. I w... View More
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July 18, 2024
Ya boi working 2 jobs starting in a few days. Good bye social life.
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yall....every single day..it gets increasingly harder not to become a demon and crash out.....i need peace
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Don't get me wrong, I do love it, but man... I sometimes just wanna... *Demonic screeching* ...Y'know?
Been trying to keep this demon locked up, but letting go is sounding awfully enticing
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May 18, 2024
There are days where I can let things go like a Saint. But the there are days where my inner demons reminds me that the parking lot at my job as little security footage and a tire slash to a bothersome co-worker might quench my rage.
Humans an I right?
starting to get to the point where a felony or two aint sounding too bad
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May 18, 2024
*Nitroxas would place a little figure statue of Obsillion in their personal bag.* I hope they enjoy this. I got lost after the first set of doors.
//Art by Acry Weaver of Twitter.
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Yall...I got to go. Shit just got too real for me....Everyone who needs to hear this....You know who you are........If you have that family....A family full of snakes and heathens....Just Run....It's ... View More
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Yeah, I left my family. Just couldn't handle the misogyny and racism. Never saw eye to eye with them. Glad I was able to escape. Good luck in your journey and I hope you find a family that loves you and supports you.
Ohh... that's what... Obsilion means... Well uhh, same here. I hope you find a good family that supports you as well, bud. We're here for ya if you need us.
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February 9, 2024
*Nitroxas would cross her arms at the mare.* So, you're the one mare that claims to be hotter than me? Well, I can see it. You're attractive, yet are you wholesome?
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